Am I going insane? Maybe. It's unnerving to think I might actually be losing it. Lately, I've been trying not to spend most of my time awake. I lock myself in my room and sleep. And if I can't sleep, I take some medication. It's that simple. I don't like being awake anymore; it seems too difficult to deal with.

I haven't told anyone what's bothering me. I'm scared. Of what, I'm not exactly sure. What I do know is that I need another start.

A new beginning.

And for that to happen, this needs to end.