If I called myself that
would you disagree with me
as vehemently as I disagree with you?

Would you tell me with tears in your
pretty brown eyes
that I deserve happiness?

Would even care if I texted you
now, saying I was trash,
that I didn't deserve a thing,
what would you say?

I wish I could say that
I thought you'd say I was
wonderful and tell me about
how great a friend I was.
That anyone who said different was jealous.

I don't think you would though.
I'm almost positive you'd ignore me.