THIS IS LIKE... A POEM I GUESS. HAHA OR SONG LYRICS I SUPPOSE, BUT IT DOESN'T COME WITH MUSIC OR ANYTHING. SO YEAH...HERE GOES NUTHIN.

Those who love their life will lose it.

Those who lose their life will find it.

Knowing this, how can I not let go?

But God, this hurts a nearly fatal blow.

Hurting and broken. I'm falling to pieces.

I need you I need you, I'm drowning here Jesus!

Take my hand, guide me, steer me.

Help me let go, give you all that is within me.

You know my fears, even unshed tears.

I hate this, abate this, I'm falling apart.

Come gather the pieces Lord, reassemble my heart.

I'm gasping for breath Lord; Drowning; Fighting.

It eats me alive, always gnawing and biting.

I'm reaching for you Lord, all safety nets gone.

Despite all the fear, knowing you do no wrong.

Falling and trusting, the danger increases.

I know that you'll catch me, I trust you Lord, Jesus.

Take my hand, guide me, steer me.

Help me let go, give you all that is within me.

You know my fears, even unshed tears.

I hate this, abate this, I'm falling apart.

Come gather the pieces Lord, reassemble my heart.

Terrified.

Petrified.

I'll give you control.

This hurts.

I'm unsure.

But say the word; I'm letting go.

Not knowing what will happen,

Afraid to live without.

So I let go.

Freefall.

Forget all my doubt.

Please catch me.

SO. THAT'S THAT. I'VE NEVER REALLY WRITEN POETRY OR WHATEVER BEFORE. I'M MORE OF A PROSE PERSON. BUT I HAD THIS ON MY HEART AND I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT AND THIS CAME OUT. SO...I FIGURED I WROTE IT, MIGHT AS WELL POST IT. I'M NOT ENTIRELY SURE IF IT'S ANY GOOD AT ALL OR NOT. IT'S TO CONECTED TO ME. I CANT JUDGE IT CLEARLY.

I'M WORKING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER OF ORDINARY LOVE. SORRY IT'S TAKING LONG. IT'S A COMBINATION OF LOTS OF HOMEWORK AND WRITERS BLOCK. YOU SEE, I KNOW FOR THE MOST PART WHAT I WANT TO SAY, I'VE KNOWN SINCE THE BEGINING, BUT IT'S GETTING IT ALL OUT RIGHT THAT IS HARD. OH! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ MY STORY...WELL...I LIKE IT. AND OTHER PEOPLE SEEM TO AS WELL. SO CHECK IT OUT AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

ANYWAY. REVIEWS ARE ALWAYS NICE.

~AIMEE