Monsters and Demons

Transforming into what I thought I couldn't be
No one would know
No, no one would suspect me
Don't you know, you should protect yourself
From the likes of me
Yes, I'm a tragedy
Just waiting to happen

When you use apathy as an escape
And it fails you, once again

It's my time to complain
And you'll just call me pathetic
It's my time to cry
So you can pretend to understand it
When is it my time to feel
Anything but disappointment?
Maybe I do it for the attention
Maybe I don't care if it's senseless

Are you trying to tell me you understand this?
You know nothing
No, you only know yourself
Don't you even try to forget me
I expected this
My soul left me
Along with our friendship

Telling myself this just can't be hate
Knowing the truth all along

It's my time to complain
And you'll just call me pathetic
It's my time to cry
So you can pretend to understand it
When is it my time to feel
Anything but disappointment?
Maybe I do it for the attention
Maybe I don't care if it's senseless

Breaking mirrors just won't work for me anymore
Maybe it's rage
No, maybe it could be blame
The ultimate goal is destruction
There's blood on my hands
And no one will say
Just what has happened here?

Well, just who was this wall meant to protect?
Has it failed me once again?

It's my time to complain
And you'll just call me pathetic
It's my time to cry
So you can pretend to understand it
When is it my time to feel
Anything but disappointment?
Maybe I do it for the attention
Maybe this is pointless
Oh, and not to mention
Maybe I don't care
Yeah, maybe I don't care
Maybe I just don't care...

Anymore