At the Point of No Return

My voice is cracking,
I'm losing hope,
and everything is so crappy.
Maybe I'm at that point of no return.
What else is new?

I'm contemplating once again,
why shit always happen to me.
I don't want to kill myself,
and yet I feel a bullet went through
my heart.

But maybe,
just maybe
tomorrow might be better.
Who knows?
All I know is that nothing is ever ok.