"Teardrops On My Guitar"
Songfic, done to Taylor Swifts "Teardrops on My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

The tears are falling, hidden from his sight. I love him, but he doesn't love me… The time I had, my chance has gone. He looks at and watches me, telling me, about the woman he loves. I can't help but let my tears fall, if only to the comfort of my pillow, soaked with my tears. I've loved and lost.

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the only one I can see, I can't see my friends or my family, when he's with me. All I can focus on is him, and his imperfect smile, framed by a tan face… Oh oh oh… My hearts breaking again, I can't take this anymore. I sit and I write, oh I've written so many songs, and letters. Just trying to tell him how I feel, yet I've never given him a single one.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

I keep wishing on a wishing star, just praying that he'll be mine one day. I know it won't be, after all, the one he loves is beautiful as can be, with a personality to match. For how else, could she have caught his attention? The attention, that for so long was reserved for me… I was the one he came to when he needed comfort, even if he didn't love me as more than his best friend, I fell. I fell for him as only I could, the best friend, unnoticed.

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

Sometimes, I wonder if he knows I have to catch my breath at the sight of him. He's flawless, in everything, so different from me. My hearts falling and shattering at my feet again and again, as he walks by me without a word, or a smile, sometimes, I wish I could look into the beautiful eyes… If only to tell him I love him, but I know that she's lucky to have those eyes of vermilion looking at her. She'd better hold him tight, and give him all the love she possesses. If not, I'll be there to comfort him, even though, I know he'll never be mine.

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

I'll go home, all alone. I'll try and sleep, but I can't help but stare at his picture. I'm haunted even in my dreams of him and his mysterious girl. Slowly, I hope I'll drift to sleep and be tormented no more by thoughts of him and hopes that I know will never be true.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

I'm always hoping and wishing upon a wishing star, he's got so much of me… I can't get those parts back, my hearts breaking again and again. I can't help but sing the songs I've written for him, on my way home. I never have enough time, there's never enough, he has all I need to fall again despite the pain.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.