I didn't think that
"Time flies when you're having fun,"
could make me cry like

I did, and oh, how
I did, how I sobbed and choked
because I haven't

been having much fun
at all, if you want to know
the truth, it's that I

am watching the days
veritably fly by, yet
I can't catch many

honestly good ones.
I don't want to die like this
cut up and messed up,

eaten up, fucked up
but what other way is there
to go about this?

No, I'm not talking about
…suicide, cause that's not for
me, at least I hope.

Not now, but I won't
say not ever, because I
don't make promises

that I just can't keep.
and yes, yes it hurts, but you
know I always lie.