cutting is my passion
i've tried to stop
but it never worked

i never thought
i would be trapped
i read about them
and none of them
have a happy ending

some times i think
i'm in desperate
need of help
but who is there
who will help me
no matter what

i haven't had
these thoughts
in quite some time
i wish i could be
as brave as Conner
from Impulse

sometimes when i think
of suicide
i think of Remy
she has tattoos
attempting to hide
her attempts

when i think
of the escarpment
i think of jumping off

when i think of him
i always
to the cliff
and jump off
dying from what's happened