i feel okay

i feel good

i stuck a finger down my throat

i feel okay

she said "whatever floats your boat"

i cut my wrists

there's blood on the sink

she said it was okay

and god she doesnt think

she says i shouldnt drink

i said she's wrong

then i puked till i couldnt think

im drunk for the fifth time this week

i feel good

sometimes everything's perfect

sometimes nothing goes wrong

she says i need medication

most of the time i know ill never belong

and i wish i could feel okay

he raped me

that's what she said

i told her it didnt matter

i told her it felt okay

she says the pills will kill me

i cant keep my eyes open

i feel good

she says she doesnt know who i am

i say im flying