I wrote this on February 10, so keep in mind that this was before. Warning, this isn't a happy tune, it also doesn't follow the basic rules of English =] [And I still can't find my notebook, someone has stolen it]


Silent Teardrops, Silent Screams


Silent teardrops

The pounding rain

Darkness all around me

All I feel is pain

--

They've stripped me of my rights

The happiness, dignity

There's no such this as forever

Always an end, no infinity

--

I now watch the sky

Darken with gloom, every passing hour

Everything must die In the end

Even the most beautiful of flowers

--

Tap tap tap

Goes the hoards of raindrops

They make a reflective pool

The same colour as these heartless rocks

--

I used to love the rain

But even then I smiled

Now I only observe, stare

Faceless, merely mild

--

Flash goes the lightning

The thunder roars in greeting

I only blink in response

Just another familiar meeting

--

Then there's the sun

That rises from the ashes

Just a faint lightened blur against this madness

Another idol for the masses

--

It's carnage now present

Everything's dead, simply lifeless

Beliefs have now collapsed

Where the veil of lies finally arises

--

No birds now soar high

Up in this non existent sky

No oceans wash against the shores

No dreams to neither be free nor fly

--

I cried when you left

I withered to nothing waiting for your return

Then you died, in this daylight sun

It is now my time to mourn

--

I still wait for you, alone

My hands fog up this cold glass

Face pressed up close onto the window

You're just another hope that died amongst their mess

--

A scream, I jolt

From these ice cold sweltering covers

The ceiling is bland, the garden brown

I look around me, there is no attending lover

--

Just another dream, I think to myself

One other promise

The moon now shines its silver light high

Maybe soon, the land shall flourish

--

Or maybe love truly doesn't exist

Maybe the sadists were right all along

But I will still wait for your return

Even when this body is no longer strong

But gone


I found writing this was disheartening and sad, but also reflective. Is this how I think? I truly don't know. Maybe you, the reader can decipher what my tired brain was trying to say?

As nobody listens

Because nobody cares

Sam

Xx