i loved you first
3/10/09 tues.

you were the one who took hold of my hand
you were the one who looked me in my eyes
the only one who i was so scared to disappoint
you were the one and only that listened to my cries

the only man who had ever hurt more
your shirt is too big on me, for goodness sake
you are the best person in my life
a place my father could never take

we met in my family's dinning room
you can bet i wasn't expecting you
and you must have put a spell on me
because god, how i love you too

i love your expressive eyes
i would love your lies, except
i believe you only speak truths
and this is something you respect

take your humble and sweet self
and do something neat and wild
you know i would always have to be there
i'm playful in front of you, i act like a child

but now i'm a woman talking to you
i was crying because i was too upset
and you, you took me in your arms
and showed me that there we no regrets

you are made out of something wonderful
you can't be real, without a doubt you're too true
you are the best luxury i ever let myself afford
because before you, my sad sad eyes were blue

your favorite fruit is strawberry
and of course, mine is blueberry
together we can make a purpleberry
and i'll let you have my cherry

the scars on your body show your story
your hands protect me against the pain
which is what the roof to my house does
it shields me and protects against rain

don't get me started on your kisses
they never miss and are awesome with aim
just like an arrow hitting its target
they take away the pain all the same

wrap a big red bow around my neck
every other man might as well be dead to me
because i am only ever yours and yours alone
just as you are the only man i will ever call Koishii