I see the tears
i don't know why they fall
I hear his voice
i don't know why he calls
I feel happy
i don't know why there are these walls

I don't want to figure it out.
I'm not lazy.
it just hurts too much.

or maybe it doesn't

i wouldn't know

i've never been there myself

But tears, and late nights, and confusion
never looked too good

even in the Eyes of an onlooker