What used to make me smile

Now makes me writhe in pain

What used to make me laugh

Now leaves a crimson stain

I shed one last red tear for you

My heart has run astray

I push myself just one last time

To go to school today

I pretend to grin and giggle

When inside I'm filled with lead

In just a couple hours more

I'll really soon be dead

So I leave this note inside your bag

Be sure to read it well

This is the last thought that I'll have

Before I go to Hell

I cannot bear to live in this

I'm here to end it all

But take to heart my memories

Evoke me in the Fall