i know that i just made you upset,
just tell me now,
i'd hate it if you kept it all bottled up,
i can't stand you hiding something from me,
we're getting serious again,
why can't i just live my life with giggles?
i talk too much,
you're probably freaking out inside,
i bet you think, 'why doesn't she just leave me alone?'
i ask you to leave me,
and you say you never will,
how did i deserve a guardian angel like you?
you swear that i didn't do anything wrong,
how do you think i'm flawless?
i'm weak, pathetic, emotional,
can't you see it?
i beg you to let go,
get a better friend,
what do i have that you want?
you insist i'm good,
what do you see in me?
am i just some charity case?
can't you just go?
everyone else has left me,
i'm waiting for the day,
just make it quick,
please don't leave me,
you're my sanity,
i can't imagine my life without you,
you're the best friend that can ever exist,
and i still don't deserve you,
i can't wait for your time to come,
i want the best for you,
i know it's not me,
but love will make it up for it,
i know i hurt you,
but you still keep me as a friend,
you confuse me,
can't you see that i am worthless?
i want you to admit your feelings,
tell me i'm everything i think i am,
can't you just make an exception?
i need you to hurt me, deeply,
give me everything that i deserve,
lash out on me,
why are you so nice?
where's my punishment?
i'm so used to all the cruel words,
why should i believe yours?
i hate to call you a liar,
but i don't know how to say it better,
i've always been so bad at everything,
you know that,
but you deny it,
what are you thinking?
i know that i just made you mad,
and i always ramble,
can't you get a clue?
i'm no use for you.