I am sorry.
I was never the person,
you wished I could be.

But it's not like the rivers can change their direction.
It's not like the bird can fly in a direction it was never suppose to go.

If I heard,
you say:
You were proud of me.
If I had listened,
I would embrace this feeling.
Instead of letting it go... so blindly.

I am sorry,
I was never the person,
you wished I could be.
but I can only be me.

But it's not like I could change the way I want everything.
it's not like I ever thought it would be this way.

But If I heard you say,
you were proud of me.
I guess everything
(everything)

Would be so different.