i'm too emotional
i can cry at the drop of a hat
but never when i want to

i always think of the perfect reason
after the fact

some people think i'm lazy
i never thiought i was
but maybe i am

the one person i thought would understand
doesn't
she just looked at me.

I think i might
have a fear of
learning languages

Damn those Japanese
they screwed me up
in more way than one

Or maybe i just have
some disease
-sickness

god.
i slightly hate
that word

it sounds

dirty

it sounds like
something that should be

cured.

What if it can't?
But i don't think that's my point...

I want to be cured of this proverbial sickness.

Apr. 28, 09