what if?

what if this was my last day?

what if i couldn't live with this disorder anymore?

what if i ended it all?

would you cry at my funeral?

would you even show?

would you thank god that i had finally left?

how would you feel?

how would you react?

will you ask why?

will you know why?

will you follow me?

will you stay behind?

can you save me?

can you help me?