How did this all start?
How did it all begin?
Or the more important question,
When did it end?
When did I finally realize that this was all a lie?
That the feelings I had for you were based on lies
Of foolish hopes
I was too young
To see at first
My mind was lost within childish dreams
Dreams of charming princes and bold knights
Good and kind
Willing to rescue a damsel in distress
Not to wound her more
Of break her trusting heart
I had so much to learn about the world
And I still do
My dreams now lay broken on the floor
My heart shattered into a million pieces
Smaller than tear drops
Yet here I am
I am still alive
Clinging onto life for some unknown reason
No not love
For I was happy before it took me
No not revenge
For revenge is wicked and unsatisfying
And even now I could not hurt you
Even though my heart is broken my love is still whole
No not fear
I am not afraid of death or what lies beyond
It must be for hope,
For a hope of a better life
A new life
I happy life
For I can think of no other reason for me to hold on
I have learned of the world
But I do not love it
So why do I stay?
I stay for hopea