this poem sucks
1/16/o9 fri. TGIF!

author's note: this poem really does suck -- here's your warning

we smiled and promised
that we'd stay together forever
forever ended sooner than we thought
but now things will get better

you are some kind of wonderful
you are something i'm not
i wish i could be you
i wish i could call the shots

you've hurt me with your words
like a bullet to the head
you try to go after my heart
but don't you know -- it's already dead

i'm not going to apologize
i'm not going to cry
after all the shit i've done
after all the times i've tried

go find yourself
scamper along now
go find someone to love
though i don't know how

you've hurt me now
though it won't happen again
don't you know how much i don't care?
now happy times will start to begin

i'm sorry you didn't get your fairy tale
but my love life is pretty fucked up too
it's all because of mistakes we've made
it's all because of the "me and you"

i'm looking for him
could he be the one?
probably not
because he's already run

gimme gimmie gimmie
all that you've got
don't ever tell me
all that i'm not

please just use me
please say my name
i promise i'll sing
and i'll stop this game

give me a second chance
a second glance
this never ending dance
(i'm sorry adam)

she is so crazy
i might be a little cookoo
just pining for you to say the words
"I love You too"

tell me what's wrong
tell me how long
i can stay
this way

they say lovers should never tell a black lie
tell me when i will find a guy
who will really follow that rule
and won't just be another tool

they say that dreams
are your inner most desires
give me a man
who will light that fire