A/N: Here is a random poem that I put together, there is no meaning behind it, just a demonstration of word play if you will. This poem is written from two people's point of view. The first person's POV will be in bold and the second person's POV will be in italics. Please R&R!
Losing The War
Your words sound sincere
So I turn, wishing you'd stop me
Giving me back the one thing that I held dear
But it's never as easy as one, two, three...
You've told me thousands to millions of times before
Letting go of what you are and transforming into who you are isn't easy
There was never time for just enough
Always now or never
All or nothing
Not even for me
So don't stand there and tell me you never once truly loved me
Because each time we caressed, I felt this love you say was a bogus imitation of love
Countless streams of tears are bound to be shed
Because my eyes cannot take the pressure
Do you really expect me to walk away and forget you?
Can you really not find it in your heart to tell the truth every once in a while?
I took a chance on loving you
So I am taking a chance to look back at you
The one who played with my heartstrings
For some sign of regret...
Trying to show you, without words, what exactly you are doing to tear a hole right through me
My facial expression is one of longing, hurt, and lost love
Maybe you did mean what you said
And I am just lost in my own delusions that you'll change your mind and run after me
I turn and keep walking away from what used to be...
Haunting memories will never be disapointed
As I lay awake at night, trying not to dream of you
Screaming from the inside out
How could you do this?
And without no remorse?
This only makes me wonder what kind of people I fall in love with...
I told you what I have never wanted to say to you
That I didn't never love you
I DO love you
I just couldn't bring myself to say it...
Because you deserve better
Better than someone who could never give you anything from nothing
You're turning away from me
And now that I have told you that I can't call you back...
For fear of contradictory
I wish that I could tell you that I already miss the way you used to hold me
The way you kissed me, softly and tenderly
The way I liked it...
If only I could think past what makes me happy
And focus on you, the one I hold dear...
I never meant to hurt such an angel as you
A creature so wonderful that it returns for more scarring and bruising from its heart's keeper
I look up, my expression emotionless
And you are looking back at me
Perhaps looking for some sort of sign that what I said was all a dream
I can't let you know I long for you the way that I do
I must remain void of all hints to such a truth
In order to move on
I didnt ever want to get this close to anyone
But you tore down my barrier at first glance
And now to rebuild it...
And relive my life alone
You turn back around and presume walking out of my life
It worked, all to well...
I still have no response
I should just give up and be ready for loneliness...
I thought I knew you better
How long does it actually take to really KNOW someone?
A lifetime sounds about the right estimate...
Even then you are caught off gaurd by life's little demented surprises
Dark clouds continue to roll in...
I will not say anything...
I'm leaving it all up to fate...
Something catches my eyes...
"Wait!" I scream hoping you will hear me...
I heard your plea
I was right, you love me!
I turn, a grin plastered on my face
This is it....
I loose my footing and fall downward
Towards sharp rocks and the icy murderous waters...
I am running to the edge of our lives and I cant see you
Where are you, my love?
My breath accelerating...
I call out your name
Still no sighting, or answer
Why couldn't I have told you the truth about my true feelings?
Then I would still be in your arms...
We only get on chance to love as much as I loved my one and only
And because I thought differently
I won the battle in love
And I lost the war....
A/N: There you all have it, this was really weird how it turned out, but I thought it was pretty cool! And in a way, it teaches a very important lesson, do any of you get the lesson? Please R&R! I love you ALL!