you know those pretty little phrases?
'got butterflies in your stomach'
'i feel faint'

Well they are

I feel nothing like a
or cute enough to faint

i want to SPEW
puke ALL OVER the place
i want to SCREAM
pull all of my HAIR OUT

i don't feel weak
or woozy
or just unsure

i don't know what to do.
maybe i should stop now
and continue it.

but then i'd be thinking about this.
and i'd be ANNOYED.