I should hate you,
I should want revenge for all the stupid shit you tried to do to me,
The fact that you never tried to kiss me didn't stop you from trying to feel me,
Trying to pay me for it,
Or trying it more than once,
I wish I could see the bad in you I see so clearly in everyone else,
But I don't, I see you grinning and the way it made my heart flip-flop,
I see that you were the one to comfort me when I cried,
And making me laugh when the anger was too much,
Maybe all you ever wanted from me was sex,
And I guess it has to be okay,
I just wanted so much more from you.