16/06/2009 01:49:00

You may not understand me, and I don't think you ever will.

I'm hard to figure out, and impossible to truly understand.

I'm completely crazy, and I don't think that's a fault.

I'm always smiling and laughing, but what you never see is that inside I'm screaming.

I hate everything, everything pisses me off, everyone annoys me, but I'm smiling on the outside, and it's not even a show.

The smiles are real. The laughs genuine.

So yeah, I am crazy.

And yeah, maybe that will make you stay away from me, but I am who I am.

I laugh. I cry. I love. I smile. I make mistakes. I yell. I scream. I hate.

But there is so much more you can't see.

You can't see the things that make me tick or the things that I love.

You can't understand how much music means to me or how much everyone hurts me.

You can't see how different I am compared to any of you.

I am completely alone, yet I'm surrounded by people.

So you may not understand me, and I know you never will.

But I am who I am.

And I'm okay with that.