1Mask
its painted perfectly
it looks just like me
the outside of me
the curve of my lips
the brightness of my eyes
the color of my skin
and I wear it
everyday
no one can tell
it smiles
and laughs
it acts
as it sees
it copies
the movement of others
not knowing
if its good or bad
just that doing that
will make it not alone
so it does it
just to be with others
not caring
of how I feel
all it does
is make the outside of me
surrounded by people
while the inside
dies slowly
my soul dims
to the darkness of it
it cant beat it
or fight it
because it cant get it off
it has been on so long
that it is now
me
I
am now it
I've lost my soul
its died
and left
only to leave
the outer shell
in its place
and I don't even notice
its absence
for im surrounded
and nothing can hurt me
until the people leave
showing how alone
and dead
and empty
I really am
then I cry
and scream in agony
for what I have lost
and what I now am
I have turned into it
the mask