i re-live it more and more each day,

the words you said to me,

the way you pushed me away,

all i wanted was a friend,

/0/

i guess you caught up how desperate i was,

you took advantage of me,

but then you turned your back,

i wished that things were different,

/0/

i can still feel the day that you left me,

the way you broke me,

hated me,

left me with all these scars,

/0/

how could you do that?

how could you do that?

i thought we were something that would last,

but you had to turn into something that would hate me forever,

/0/

some days i wished that you would just finished me off,

but something tells me that he was meant to find me,

heal me,

but everyone's mission was to hurt me,

/0/

i'm tangled inside,

a broken, messed up web,

i just want to find,

one simple good,

/0/

where is that beauty in the beast?

i can't wish upon that star anymore,

can you give me something to believe in?

i can't make it on my own,

/0/

i can still feel the day that you left me,

the way you broke me,

hated me,

left me with all these scars,

/0/

how could you do that?

how could you do that?

i thought we were something that would last,

but you had to turn into something that would hate me forever,

/0/

i still cry when i think about it,

how could you hurt,

me like that?

maybe i was never those things,

/0/

i thought you knew me,

i thought you loved me,

but i was wrong,

so, so wrong,

/0/

i thought that i would never live the day,

where i had to tell this,

but i couldn't hold it,

any more,

/0/

i can still feel the day that you left me,

the way you broke me,

hated me,

left me with all these scars,

/0/

how could you do that?

how could you do that?

i thought we were something that would last,

but you had to turn into something that would hate me forever,

/0/

you've made me never trust again,

but i do it every time,

couldn't you have just told me what you really meant?

i never slept with him,

/0/

i think it was your mission to make me fall,

but why did you have to push me?

punch me,

kick me?

/0/

i still can't say that i'm strong enough,

was i ever strong enough?

look what you've done to me,

you've made me question everything,

/0/

i can still feel the day that you left me,

the way you broke me,

hated me,

left me with all these scars,

/0/

how could you do that?

how could you do that?

i thought we were something that would last,

but you had to turn into something that would hate me forever,

/0/

i've lost my faith,

why did you have to take away everything?

i hate you,

i hate you,

/0/

but i'm still looking at the silver lining,

where is it?

where is it?

i can't even look at myself,

/0/

you made me think i was worth nothing,

that i deserved everything,

i was ugly,

you were better,

/0/

i can still feel the day that you left me,

the way you broke me,

hated me,

left me with all these scars,

/0/

how could you do that?

how could you do that?

i thought we were something that would last,

but you had to turn into something that would hate me forever,

/0/

you were stronger,

you beat me down,

i wished for death,

i wanted it to end,

/0/

you left me there,

you hated me,

where is that star?

where is my life?

/0/

maybe i've handed it to you.