click,

i hate that noise,

the silence surrounds me,

and i slowly get up,

/0/

i try to get out,

but i bang my head,

over and over,

and it kinda feels nice,

/0/

did you hear me crying?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm weak,

did you hear my faltering?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm stupid,

/0/

i wished i was stronger,

i can't even talk,

i make the silence now,

you're probably fed up,

/0/

are you tired of me yet?

i wish you would just tell me the truth,

what you say can't be it,

it's way too nice,

/0/

i've grown to think that i'm everything they say,

i think you've grown bored of me,

i know you disagree,

i've heard it,

/0/

did you hear my vague descriptions?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm uncreative,

did you hear my pain?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm depressed,

/0/

i don't like speaking,

but you make it different,

i wish i was something better,

when are you going to be like the others?

/0/

i wished for so many things,

but i've been let down so many times,

what makes me think that you aren't one?

i can't let my mind accept you,

/0/

i can't understand why you're here,

is this a sick joke?

do you actually want to listen?

i can't hear an answer,

/0/

did you hear the doubt?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm closed,

did you hear the ache?

i don't want another reason for you to think i'm pitiful,

/0/

did you hear anything?

i could go on forever,

tell me something i don't know,

i wish that everything was straight,

/0/

maybe i've messed this up already,

maybe i've told you too much,

i want to take all back,

but i can't close my mouth,

/0/

something tells me to tell you everything,

i don't know why,

i wished i knew something,

anything,

/0/

are you listening?