it's hiding behind your words

all those little windows

everyone gets a peek into your soul

so raw



it's all those late nights

spent in front of the computer

because you just. can't. stop.

it goes on and on and on

it's a neverendingcycle

so vicious


it's behindhandwhispers

she'll never make it

she's not good enough

she doesn't have what it takes

they don't know

they'll never know


it's when you have those offdays

but hardly ever have a somewhatonday

stand in front of the mirror


constantly secondguessing yourself


it's when you'd rather stay awake than sleep

rather be in your character's world than your own

when you can't wait to write that next chapter

you're an author, writer, artist

you're unique, creative

you've just got to live with that.