'Come on. You can do it. You can do it.' Her mind urged. Too bad her heart didn't agree.
Her stomach done flip flops.
She was about to knock on the door. Her hand just about to reach it.
"I can't do it." She proclaimed with a sigh.
She turned around and looked up at the dark sky. It was clear. She could see the bright moon and the stars shining back at her. She looked down at the bundle in her arms. The stars reflecting in his chocolate brown eyes.
The wind was picking up. Her mind swirled with insecurities and doubts. Her stomach did nothing to help calm her; instead it increased her nervous state. She brought a hand once again, giving out a shaky breath; when she noticed her hand was shaking.
She looked up. If there was any god up there at all, help her.
She finally resolved to knock, when heart filled laughter stopped her midway.
She walked a few steps away and looked through the window. She peered closer and could see, a boy and girl. Teenagers to be exact. Both laughing and having the time of their life. Her heart sank, then it felt as if it broke into million of pieces. She gave out a sob.
She then got a piece of paper and shakily wrote.
"N, for you.M" She then left the baby on the foot step and stepped away, before giving another sob and then sprinting away. She could hear the babies cries. She did everything to push them out of her head.