What do You See me As?

What is so wrong with me today?

I feel too much of your presence.

I can't hear it. What did you say?

There is too much of the essence.

I go stiff when you decide to talk.

I can't get your number

But I wish for a walk.

What am I feeling? This is too odd.

Then comes rushing, my blood.

What is wrong with me today?

Why with you, I feel a different way?

Yet I can't hear you anyway.

What did you say?

Too much paralysis took all of me

I can't move one inch, can't feel free.

Everything you do, I put to meaning.

That perhaps, just perhaps,

It meant something.

Too many times I interpret for me

What do you mean? I can't see.

I don't want to hold assumptions,

Yet I hope for situations.

That I can see what you see in me.

Do you see me special or not?

Do you feel me as someone?

Do you seem to think of me?

Do you see me in your dreams?

What is wrong with me today?

Why do I feel this way?

Why do your actions feed me?

Yet it doesn't satisfy me?

I see it different in here,

It seems so biased.

I don't want to live in fear.

So please, just please tell me,

What do you see me as?