A/N: I love you even in leaving.
My Nirvana is Filled with Your Kisses
Fresh air still high in Texas sky
Weighed down by thick, lingering remorse
Of losing you, my greatest fear
But today, for an hour, the world cannot take you away
The tree we lay under does not just shade us from sun
But from loneliness, from the wind that blows us in
You lay a gentle hand on my damp cheek
And with the first soft kiss I wonder if you can hear my thoughts
"Baby, I'm scared."
Because you move your arm around my waist
And hold me tighter, closer, like you won't let me go
And while I press myself against the warmth of your skin
You play me a song with your lips, written gently on my neck
And through my racing heart beat and clandestine sobs I sing back
"Don't ever let me go."
And with a flurry of eyelashes flitting faster
I think to myself I have reached my Nirvana drenched in
The scent of your sweat and locked in the firm of your kiss
And the look in your blue eyes says to me
"I won't ever let you go."
But we both know time doesn't slow down
For patchwork lovers and mismatched pleasures
And still our hour ended, and my Heaven still fell flat
And you rode away from me that day
A kiss on the cheek, and goodbye on the tongue
And now I'm awaiting the day you'll let me rise again