Cost of Friendship

Anger sweeps through my veins,
Sending pain to my heart.
Excruciating torture.
Unending silence.

I hear the bonds I have sewn,
And taken so long to make,
Splitting apart.
Breaking away.

So is this how it feels,
To have such a strong friendship?
Hurting heartbreak.
Jealous envy.

Of that someone else,
That she has made,
New bonds.
Different memories.

But as tears fall down my face,
The become streams of hurt.
Wet angst.
Hopeless rivers.

And I forever ask myself,
It this is how its suppose to be.
Hot tears.
Broken hearts.