Feeling so close to that bitter fear
Running laps over thought never helped
Much when it came to hiding away
Finding a place in that blackness
Where you can disappear completely
Avoid that sickly brick that lives inside you
The pain that turns knots in your gut
For nothing more than the irrational guilt
With no evidence to accuse your actions
The brick bites with its heavy weight
But still you can't stop the cycle
That freeze in your heart where
You once thought you were safe
It lurks around the corners of your conscience
Hunting you down in every heart beat
Looking for any excuse to beat you up
And strip you down to your basic form
Without mercy or second thought
Even though it is barely more than that
A product of over thinking
With a single intent