A feeling of worthlessness hangs over me
Like a raincloud, drenching me with sorrow.
Waves of depression engulf me like water,
Pulling me under the surface
Until I can no longer see the light.
I'm slowly drowning in myself.
Won't someone pull me out of
The black ocean of despair that surrounds me?
Will I forever be lost in a sea of hopelessness?
Can I look to no one as my savior?
My rock, my refuge?
Dear God, I wish you were here.
But you're only a figment
Of somebody's overactive imagination.
That, and nothing more.

"And I know it's only in my mind. That I'm talking to myself and not to him…"

Quote from Les Miserables.