Dear God,

I'm so confused. One say, we're totally fine and normal, the next day he's "breaking up" with me… I just don't understand. What's your plan for me? Please make it clear… I know that you'll do so when you do, but I can feel myself getting impatient with life. Please help me. I hate not knowing, but I appreciate you making me wait and helping my patience grow. It's really helpful in all walks of life- to be patient, I mean. It's a very good quality, and I think that it's undervalued these days; especially in America. But anyway… please help me figure out what's going on with Bryant and help me show him your love; I think he needs you right now. I know that he's hurting, and it hurts me to see that and not really be able to do anything about it.

Thank you for Laura, she's the best friend a girl could ask for.

Thank you for music.

I love you.

Lauren Elizabeth.


August 20, 2009.