I feel the wind blow through my hair

As I think of your heart stopping stare

I push myself upon the ledge

And think of tumbling over this edge

I close my eyes and count to three

I wish you could see what you've done to me

I hold my breath and lean in once more

Fearing the pain of hitting that floor

You'd always thought me nothing more than nice

What will you think when I'm cold as ice?

I lean over the railing and feel my weight shift

My mind frees itself as my adrenaline lifts

I suddenly feel someone pull me back

I see her and she looks like she's had a heart attack

She stares at me blankly wondering why

I would have even given this a try

So do you want to tell her?

Or should I?

Your constant rejection makes me want to die

I look down low

To the concrete ground below

And feel myself start to cry

As I think of you and I