I never understood before
what could be so horrible
what could cause some one
to do something
like this
I didn't know
how much hurt
I would have to
hold in my body
like air
and I didn't know
how much pain
would beat apon my back
before I could comprehend
how good silver could feel
on skin
they say
diamonds are a girl's best friend
and I would use diamonds
sharp and shiny diamonds
if I could afford them
so this silver becomes my friend
a whispering
secret friend
its voice sings
harsh notes
that sand away my skin
so it is raw
and thin
and ready for it
just a little deeper now
I know better things are buried
beneath it all
I just have to release it
so with each drop of my blood
a sigh of relieve escapes me
just a little deeper
and maybe
just maybe
I'll bleed out
scarlet answers