Is this magic?

This pain, this healing?

I'm starting to lose

My sense of feeling

We're stuck in a cycle

We're still living this lie

You're dragging me down

You're helping me fly

You were just so taboo

And out of my league

And the warnings from everyone

Just seduced my intrigue

This is murder

You are lethal

I should have known

We weren't equal

You're a liar

But I spun this fable

We can never put it all

Straight on the table

Kill me now

I'll kill you never

I'm not immortal

But you'll last forever

You're in control

You're the driver

And you've turned me into

A lonely outsider

So are you apathetic

Or is your siren call genuine?

You're mysterious and secretive

You're my heroin(e)