Time to write yet
here I am putting words down hoping to ease my troubled mind.
Hoping to calm my soul,
maybe my words will bring reassurance to my worried mind.
I don't know but I wish I did.
Things seem so wrong, they seem so sad lately.
It seems like the whole world is going to come crashing down around me.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
Think for yourself, fuck what everyone else thinks.
Cause we both know what makes you happy.
Oh how I wish these words would find their way to you,
How sweet that would be,
I'm only saying them out of love.
I wish I could hug you, and remind you that it's all going to be alright.
That this is what life does, it scares us, and makes us rethink the things that we want.
How sad is that?
We let what one simple sentence hinder our mind, and make things worse.
We let one friend say something, and they fuck with our thoughts.
Believe me I know this, for I have let it happen, but I was strong enough to see through it.
I got rid of the bullshit and drama.
I started to think for myself, I even ignored my family, and my close friends.
I went with my heart and did what I wanted to do.
I chose what I wanted, and I know I made the right choice.
But how do I tell you all of this?
How do I make you see I'm not being a heartless bitch with my words?
How can I tell you that all I want is for us to be happy again, like we are when we are when we are together.
How do I prove to you, that I just won't walk away from you, that I won't abandon you, how do I prove that you?
Tell me so I can do it.
I trust you with all that I am.
I trust you with all of me, my heart, soul and body.
I've given you all of me, I've give you everything.
How do I get you to believe that we are meant to be?
But I guess all I can say are those this simple words, that aren't really so simple.
I Love You