my heart is being torn in half trying to
decide who it really belongs with—the
boy that started it all,
or the one that'll end it? i don't want
to choose between them but
i know that i have to.

i can't.

i know that i can't.

i don't want to lose him, but i
don't want to let go of the other.
i fear that nothing will make this
decision easier.


a/n: I wrote this last weekend but didn't post it. I still don't know if I should. I don't especially like it.