your eyes.
are truth tellers?
i've always wanted to be one they shine for,
---i thought it was just the way you were, the diluted aquamarine tinted green, never staying on me for too long, before they left again---

but i saw it.

i saw that bright wide smile.
those slightly red-rimmed eyes (that somehow brought out the green) wide with attention,
the slight flushing of your pale, freckled face
those beautiful, long fingers, still for once,
(---god, too many things of him remind me of you)

and then i kinda figured,

i'd never be her.