Is This Supposed To Be Love?

Author's Notes: The person telling this poem isn't dating the boy, they just have a crush on him. Anyway, I think *almost* everybody has been here before.

Is this supposed to be love?,

Am I supposed to have my heart beating fast,

Everytime he walks past?,

Everytime he says words to me,

Am I supposed to fill up with nerves and almost not be able to see?,

Filling up with hormones,

Feeling nervous and embarrassed,

He thinks I'm ignoring him when I'm not,

Feeling jealous everytime he gets a new girlfriend,

Trying to impress him by changing my looks,

Listening to his favorite songs,

Laughing at all his jokes even if I don't know what some of them mean,

Is that supposed to be love?

He starts to look away when I enter the door,

Because he's sure I'm not saying hi,

Because I don't want to have him in my sight,

It's just the opposite though,

Filling up with hormones,

Feeling nervous and embarrassed,

He thinks I'm ignoring him when I'm not,

Feeling jealous everytime he gets a new girlfriend,

Trying to impress him by changing my looks,

Listening to his favorite songs,

Laughing at all his jokes even if I don't know what some of them mean,

Is that supposed to be love?

If that's supposed to be love,

If crying because you're not good enough is love,

Then I must be in love.

Is This Supposed To Be Love?