Robbing me of kindness and sympathy,
Numbing vibrations rock me to the core.
I am all that I hate and loathe,
I am bloodless, gutless, useless.
I cannot muster the strength to swallow
And so I will drown...
Alone… just as I came into this world.
I shall leave it justly dissatisfied
And fly on the air currents to a higher place
Where my tears will fall as raindrops,
And you will taste the salt and think of our long kisses on the beach.
I am not sad, or downtrodden, I am empty.
Empty as the shells;
As the center of the ring you never gave.
It is hard to see the future through the clouds.