called me perfect once upon a time 'cause
that's what he saw when he looked in me the
eyes but now there's nothing left to see and
he can't piece me back together

instead it's just dark like that time we let
ourselves go and forgot what we were

remembered when we woke up side by side like
dolls with our faces drawing blanks and our
smiles uncertain

liquor burned our throats as we said things we
certainly didn't mean and threw up our thoughts while
selling our souls

'cause maybe i wasn't looking for true love but
car sickness wasn't on my list of things to
pursue with you and i didn't intend to make things

but here we are and you're leaving me like
you said you never would

i didn't think it would hurt this much