Self Destruction:

Dreaming instead of living,

Instead of feeling

Just submitting to

The vortex, allowing

It to draw me into


Losing sight, losing self

Giving pieces, part away

Like they're nothing

And I wonder why I'm angry,

Wonder why I'm sad;

While I watch myself

Light the fire and watch

My dreams go up in smoke

Oh yes, I'm going down:

Down in flames

And I look around and

Wonder why it feels

Like Hell.