everything's always crashing down into a million pieces,

and i just wish that i could be simple,

life is complicated,

and it never goes away,

/0/

baby, you tell me everything that makes me want to stay,

my mind is telling me to run away,

and i can't make any decisions,

could someone just help me wash away the night?

/0/

i want you,

i need you,

but the complications get in the way,

and i feel you straying with me,

/0/

i just need a little time,

just a little more time,

and you can be all mine,

could you wait for me?

/0/

i know i take it slow,

but i can't let myself get hurt again,

and i know you'll never let me go,

but the screaming inside my ears differs,

/0/

i just need you to be patient,

and i'll be something you'll never forget,

i'll never wanna regret,

so i gotta take it slow,

/0/

and i know,

honey, i know,

that i've put you through so much,

what makes you think that i'll be around for much longer?

/0/

i can't even think about something happening,

and i don't want to leave you,

i want to be with you,

but my heart is tattered and broken,

/0/

i want you to fix it,

i want you to fix me,

but nothing's working,

nothing's worth it,

/0/

i can't help the thoughts that run through my mind,

and i can't look you in the eye,

i know there's something wrong with me,

God, there's something wrong with me,

/0/

i want to be there for you,

not you always having to worry about me,

you deserve something .better.,

and i can't give it to you,

/0/

you're already there to catch me,

but i've caught myself so often,

that i can't bring myself to rely on you,

baby, i trust you,

/0/

but i can't give it to you,

i wish you could understand,

i wish i could change,

i wish you could see through my eyes,

/0/

i wish i could be better.