Break me, Hate Me, Let Me Forget You…
You asked me to move on,
I listened and watched from a far.
My love, was it not enough to break me,
But to show off that your replacing the love you had for me?
I hate that I can see you everyday and smile.
Just like the girl who is now at your side.
Now it's been a month or so,
(I've lost my count).
I needed someone to hold me,
So that maybe I didn't slip into that fire-like oblivion…
Even though it's where I long to be.
I didn't want to write upon my wrist like I did.
(It's been almost half a year I believe...).
You've lost your memory from that accident you had.
Me and you together
Oh how I would love that to be,
But I knew you could never love me.
(It's only been a day? It's been years to me…).
I don't have much to say since you've woke up.
I can't stand up for myself and I long too much…
I miss you and now you can miss me too,
I'll give myself away to the blood because I DON'T want to remember…