sitting on a bench,

wishing you would come along,

and treat me like a fairytale,

just something a little special,

/0/

and i know i don't deserve that,

but it's what i've always dreamed of,

(literally, dreamed of)

i just want one flower from you,

/0/

and i wondered what it would be like to kiss,

in the pouring rain,

and what about putting your hands,

on the side of my face,

/0/

but i've also heard that some people,

call the ones they love by "gorgeous",

and i always gag at the PDA of others,

but secretely, i wish you'd do it more,

/0/

and i also want to know,

what it feels like for someone to love you,

for who you are,

on the in and the out,

/0/

i want to feel beautiful again,

and i know that if i go when the sun is hot,

you'd be disappointed,

and i hate that feeling,

/0/

i want to get the feeling of appreciation,

just a simple 'thank you' would mean a lot,

and i know you try,

but could you please just make an effort?

/0/

you don't need to be dramatic,

but maybe something needs to be special for once,

and not rushed or awkward,

without worries,

/0/

but you know how i feel about you,

and that will never change,

i just want to see something a little different,

a little more,

/0/

and i know i ask for a lot,

and i put you through something else,

i'm difficult,

but, don't you love me?

/0/

that must count for something,

couldn't you do something?

besides trying to stir up something inside of me,

i wish that things were just simple for once,

/0/

and i admit,

the way you touch me,

feels really nice,

and i can feel your love radiate,

/0/

but could you just,

make a difference?

i want just something special to rememeber,

before i go,

/0/

i know it's something to ask,

but a girl's dream is hard to forget,

hard to live up,

and hard to let go,

/0/

could you just treat me,

like i'm not going to always be here?

i'm sick of being taken advantage,

and for granted,

/0/

but i want you.