A/N: Here we are with a random poem of mine. I was just sitting around and I started writing down what I was thinking at the moment. I know, this can be considered as pretty extreme, but welcome to my life! Please R&R!
I can't ever remember a time
When I surrendered all of myself to a certain thing
Never has anyone been able to completely beat me into submission
And I don't at least have a single thought during their control about getting away
It would be nice to one day experience what it is like to obey
To take all of that person's wishes and make sure they were my command
To only care about that person
To only see that one person, even when others are around
And at the end of the day, fall into them without blinking an eye
I'd be their property, and they my owner
Some of you might be wondering why, why would I degrade myself like that?
Well, I'll tell you
The feeling of belonging to someone has never rushed over me
Not even when I am close to handing myself over, I can never truly obey them
Defiance is in my blood
It is who I am
I just shrug it off as a want, a need to be stubborn
I can't be controlled
You say up, and my soul says down
You say speak, and I try my hardest not to make a sound
I hear silence, and if there ever was an award for noise, I'd win the crown
I want to know what those whom I once controlled felt
Whenever they went to do my bidding
I want to know, who can take me…?
A/N: I hope you have enjoyed this poem. Please R&R, LOVE YOU ALL!