& it's like
my heart stopped beating
& my brain stopped thinking
when i saw their hands touching &
their eyes looking
into each other's, & in that
half second that i witnessed
their betrayal, it's like i
realized that
my life
is shit.

a/n: I don't feel like explaining, so
I just won't.

don't fret precious,
i'm here.

step away from the window.
and go
back to sleep.
safe from
pain
and
truth
and
choice
and
other poison devils
that don't give a fuck about you
like i do
...
(a perfect circle)