i swear
i swear
i swear
i'm (not)
choking
on the very air
that i'm breathing.

a/n: there is more than one good way to drown.
-sylvia plath.

"can't you (let me) be happy for once? there's a ribbon
on my wrist i saved because this
year wasn't a white christmas it's just i'm
tired of keeping everything
perfect ontheoutside."
-she's not breathing
"implode"